Pre-Wedding freakout

Ok I know that it’s supposed to be beauty blog but I am kind of freaking out and I need to let it out.

Wow, I don’t even know how to begin, its 2 weeks tell my wedding day I’ve got everything planned out now it’s a matter of waiting for everything to go according to plan, but man I can’t stop worrying.

I worry about silly little things, I have anxiety attack that I can’t eat, even if I ate I can’t hold it in, I cant sleep and I have shortness of breath  somehow I’m scared to tell my family that part.

I know I know I’m supposed to enjoy this process but I’m more worried about the after wedding than everything else.

I’m too attached to my family, the fact that I’m getting married and moving out of my parents house freaks them out.

My mother to start with... I love her to death, it worries me that ill leave her, when ever she sees me move a box out of my room she starts crying... When ever I talk about the wedding she bursts into tears... I hope it doesn’t affect the health.

I can’t even tell you how much I worry about my 15 years old baby sister... Her school finals are around the same time of the wedding day I really hope that doesn’t distract her.

My sisters (including my aunt)…Man I feel like I’m leavening my best friends they are every thing to me... I have the world strongest, smartest most, beautiful women as best friends they are my rock…my role models… I love you

I don’t know why I’m freaking out on this and can’t stop crying about it

Well I have to go distract myself before I get into a panic attack...

P.S.

 Will update about the wedding dress, hair, makeup and everything beauty about that. So stay tuned.

XOXO

Sara G.K